Embarrassed

I went to pick up my daughter yesterday and kids were looking at me. Not only were they laughing and pointing, they were calling other kids to come look at me. I felt like a circus freak. They looked me up and down. I was in total shock, didn't even have the energy to fight it.

I did manage to stare them out and give them "the look" but it was humiliating. I can't imagine these children have never in their lives seen a fat person. Why was I so different? I mean, I'm fat. I know that. But, it was just odd and so extremely humiliating.

It took me a lot to get through that yesterday. My feelings were hurt and I cried a while. Today I woke up and got back to life. What else can I do? Someday I won't be stuck in this body and will be a normal weight. It is so tough. :(