2 slices of pizza
2 slices of Italian bread
1 half-order of sweet and sour pork
1 half-order of cashew chicken
1 thai iced tea
1 order of 2 vietnamese summer rolls (not fried mind you!)
fried rice
3 medifast meals
1 cup cottage cheese
about 20 wheat thins

This is what I ate yesterday in a matter of two hours.

I was physically sick. I don't know why I did it. I feel horrible physically and emotionally. I need to stop beating myself up. Could it be because...

• I was in a car accident 2 weeks ago. (not my fault, but still traumatic.)
• I was in the hospital Monday because of said car accident injury.
• I can't move much and do much because of my injury.
• I am closing on a 2nd home today.
• I live six houses down from my parents, and if we got along it would be great.
• I have a very moody, disrespectful teenager living with me.
• I live alone most of the time, my husband travels for work.
• In the past year, I've moved to Arizona and pretty much hate every minute of it.
• I left behind my home, my life, my friends in Austin.
• I almost died in December due to acute anemia. I needed transfusions and surgery.
• I need another surgery, but need to lose weight and get iron levels up to get it. (Hysterectomy) Until then, my bleeding has not stopped.
  
• I still suffer from severe anemia, leaving me pretty listless

So...I suppose I have a reason to be upset and emotional. But, the exercise and eating well was helping me so much. I suppose God has some lesson in life for me. I need to keep on keeping on, you know?